Wednesday, April 27, 2011

2 screens and a drifted mind.

After all the planning and the procastination and all the ''i will do it now's'', finally it was slated to begin today,me and the blogspot.
In office, sitting in front of the 2 large computers, that occupy most of my table space(well, nothing much to be proud of to keep on my table), i honestly got no idea what i should be writing or how i should be writing or should i think hard enough and come up with something?
The only fact remains, there is not a single thing in my mind right now, but like a million different thoughts running at the same time, from paying off my debts, to applying for the PAN card, from planning a trip to Delhi to see my besties to the thought of helping out my friend with her studies, from wanting to call my best friend just to let her know that i am there to the thought of not disturbing her coz its her exams, there are multi million thoughts running and i can never fixate on one.
It is true when they say, when you sit down alone to write your thoughts, all the thoughts will be running around in your head, sort of like a competition to decide who is going to be the first one to be written.
As far as i see it, the only way to escape atleast for some time, from this amazingly huge office stress, is to write. Writing down whatever comes first, writing down whose ever name comes first, writing down anything and everything and i love to write.
I dont know where to start from, how to start, what to start with, but all i know is that this will surely continue. Continue as long as i have the will to write and the passion for it.
And writing each and every line, each and every letter, there is this urge to keep writing more, to keep thinking more, to keep working more.

So as far as the saying goes, I will be back.